Last night we went to Costco, and once there, I closed the windows on Randy by accident, and he got impatient, so I went back and forth with him, which we rarely do. Then later, he kept talking about it, and he kept saying, why are you so sensitive, and why are you crying, I felt like screaming: because I am pregnant asshole. I stop myself thinking that my hormones are not normal and it wouldn’t be the best way for him to get to know the news.
lol this morning my ob called back, I went to pick up some paper and went for a blood test so we know exactly how many weeks I am. And she is also sending me for an Obstetrical Ultrasound. I am going to fax the paper at work this afternoon. It is actually really hard not to tell my husband, I will have to fake a period if not, he will know I am pregnant. I am very emotional, I saw a little girl with her mom this morning, and she kept smiling at me, with such a gorgeous smile, and I had tear in my eyes. I have to prepare myself at work, as if it is like last time, my brain will go gaga pretty soon. And I am eating super healthy since last time, by month 2, I could not stand veggies and fruit and all I wanted was burger and fries. I so could eat a McDonald burger right now! 21 days!!
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