Laughing is NOT funny.

I can’t laugh as it feels like my inside is tearing up and the scare is opening, it is so painful. I wish I could describe it as well as it feels. My husband is forbidden of any funny remark, which is really difficult for both of us, his sense of humor is what attracted to him at first, well, among many other things. I am not watching any funny TV show either. We started to watch Rescue me, and after 10 minutes I had to ask him to turn it off, this show is so funny. The funny thing is I just want to laugh so badly, I want to laughs hysterically, like if everything is so much fun. I usually like to laugh all the time, so that is a punishment. Every time I laugh, my scar burn for about 20 minutes, pretty scary I am telling you! My husband who always has funny come back, sometime tell me something and it is not even funny but because I am so used of his funny come back I laugh, so I always have to tell him to get out of my face, as if he stay close to me, then I will keep laughing until I cry of pain. I think when my stomach will be back to normal I am going to laugh for a full week without stopping. I wonder if the elderly lady with the nice warmth sleeper is laughing? LOL