Day something. Can't remember anymore too many of them

Last night, I slept in my bed, it wasn't that comfortable, but it was nice to be in my bed almost 2 weeks after sleeping on the damn coach! I am getting better, so slow though, I can't lift up anything yet, just carrying a plate hurt my stomach, pretty crazy. I made my own breakfast this morning, it felt good. Yesterday, my sister and I cooked the lunch together, well, she did 90% of it. She mixed the ground chicken, with onion, parsley, bread crumbs, and she brought it to me at the table and I made the balls. She cut everything else, and made kind of a stew style meal, it was so delicious! My arm was killing me by the end of me making those balls. Pretty pathetics! I also made dinner, I put a breast chicken, with seasoning and potato cute in square and my sister put it in the oven for me. So dinner was ready when Randy came home. This is far from the fancy cooking I like to do. It is pouring outside today, and surprisingly, I find great comfort in hearing the rain. Well, since I can't enjoy the sun, no one should be allowed to neither. HAHA just joking!!

My stomach is getting better, I think it is down now, almost normal size. I should have asked my surgeon to remove all the fat as well when she operated me, what was I thinking? :-) I am able to stand up much longer, and I stand pretty straight now. Laughing is getting to be pleasant again, not completely there but almost. 3 tapes covering my scar are going to fall off any moment now, noooooo, I like them they feel safe. I have that annoying feeling now, constantly there that I am getting my period, it is not hurting it is just uncomfortable, day and night. I can't wait for this to go away.

The highlight of my day yesterday, I talked to an old friend, Laurie, that really really made my day! She is adorable! I can't wait to be able to go out and have coffee with her!

Except that nothing new. Feeling a bit ( a lot) crappy right now and a bit depress right now. I will make it away. Maybe I will go for a run? How funny am I!!!!