But ... how much is too much?

Today was the eating day. My sister made some chocolate chips muffin, and ho boy! Where they delicious! They were low fat, thanks god. Instead of oil, she put apple sauce. I had 1 and discovered how great they were. I then had a second one. Then a bit later I went in the kitchen and had a third.. My sister put one aside for my husband in a plastic bag. She went to the washroom so I went to the kitchen and had a fourth one. LOL She caught me, and I felt like a little child getting caught by someone. She said that she wasn’t to impress, between 2 laughs, she said it wasn’t funny and that I wasn’t reasonable. Then we burst out laughing. I just didn’t want to control myself they were so delicious! Before we drove her home, she put another one aside for my husband and she said that I was better not to eat it.

For dinner we bought Mr. Subs and I had a subway meatball….. 12 inches!! I never eat that ever, I usually hardly finish the 6 inches. I ate it all, so weird. Today was a good day, I prepared my breakfast, and the lunch, with my sister help of course. My second shower, I was able to stand without holding myself for a good 8 minutes. I am definitely improving. I was able to laugh today slowly without too much pain. Finally! I was still very tired and out of it. But that is normal, it will improve as time goes. I am watching Bootcamp on TV, and I am thinking of all my muffins LOL. I am eating right now a chips and a chocolate bar on top of everything. I just told Randy that I ate really bad today, but I will not do that after today, he started to tell me how I shouldn’t do that, and I said I didn’t want to hear it. Seriously. I know I shouldn’t, I don’t want to hear it still. It is not because I am being irresponsible with my food one day, that mean I am out of control. Sometime it feels damn good not to think about what you eat. We are going to watch 2 short movies, and I was so excited as I thought they were new. They are Laurel and Hardy, old movies, Randy just told me that we already saw them, so I am not so excited about it anymore. But I will watch them to be with my husband. OH! and by the way, Marie you said you were going to read my blog tonight, just so you know, Randy gave me his chocolate chips muffin. So I ate it. I add only 5 muffins today. Marie-Claude this is for you: NANANANANANAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! So long Suckaaaaaaaaa! :-)