It is incredible how your abs is used for everything. Lying down, getting up, walking. Sitting. I can’t blow my nose and it is pretty annoying. When I left the hospital the nurse said that for about 3 days, I will cry a lot for no reason. I thought, mm ya right, well she was damn right. You sometime feel so emotional and you cry so much it is ridiculous. Even more ridiculous is you can’t blow your nose, so your are in pretty bad shape then. Yesterday morning my work sent me some beautiful flower, really awesome, and the note made me cry so much, it said: "Sending all our love and wishes for a speedy recovery. Can’t wait for you to come back! Love Rogers Family". I just cried so much after. I am in the fourth day today, so I hope this is going to go away now.
Today, I feel very tired, I slept in until 10, yesterday took 2 naps. I took more pills today. I guess it is normal, as I have been feeling pretty good up to now. I am already kind of bored, but in the same time, I am a bit out of it so I don’t really see the day passing, it is weird. I had nightmare last night and again woke up at 4 in pain, every night, always at 4 o’clock. Then start the long process of getting up, going to the washroom, and coming back trying to get back to sleep. Lying down is ok, although my back is really in pain, from lying down, from sitting half way. From walking half bent over. There is no way I can stand up straight, pretty annoying, my tummy is going down a little now. Since the operation my belly look like I am 6 months pregnant. Now it is like a 5 month and 3 week and a half LOL slowly but hey can’t get depress about that right now.
I am eating very little still, a bit everytime, but all the time, pretty annoying. I am drinking about a bit under a liter or water, annoying as then I need to pee and get up, but better that then a bladder infection. Since I had a catherer in at the hospital, I can pee but I have to force the rest out, for the past 2 days that has been more difficult. (Aren’t you happy to know all about this?) Maybe I am just tired of it, who would know that peeing and passing gas would be so difficult and energy consuming. How are you suppose to pass gaz, if you have you’re ass, oups, let’s be polite here, butt, against the mattress, and by the time you move a bit well it is gone and will not come back for a long time, but your tummy keep rumbling and rumbling like if there is a tornado in there. Or is there a UFC fight going on in there, and I wasn’t told?
By the way, I am also in a haze, and most of the time dont read back what I write. If I do, I then realise that I write word that is not even related to the conversation, pretty weird, that with my french backgroud, I feel pitty for all of you who are reading me. LOL
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