It has certainly been a while, and thought to come back for you that are going though or will go through that operation. It takes time but you do get better.
I got pregnant the first month we tried, unfortunatly I lost the baby. We discovered that my blood is A- and my husband is A+, my body rejected the baby, as he was liklely A+. Miscarriage was extremly difficult and sad, as we have been waiting for 4 years to get pregnant. They gave me the RH shot and next time it should be ok. I saw my OB today and said everything is find. I have 2 fibroids back however. Kind of disappointing. They are still very small under 2cm.
I hope to update this blog with a pregnancy success. . .
to follow.
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Thursday, August 27, 2009
WOW Pretty NOT cool!
It has been almost 2 month after my operation. This week has been good for the pain in my stomach. Except on Tuesday, I did my first work out in 2 months, and I had afterward, "electric" shock feeling around my scar. So I obviously did too much. At this point I have to mention how after an operation such as this, you brain is totally in fog mode for so long after. I feel so incompetent at work and me who is generally so organized I am totally lost. I don't know how much more time this will last. I will update you. I had the ok from the doctor to have S... word. And frankly it doesn't feel so good right now, it feels like a burning feeling. So hopefully this will not last either. I red somewhere that this is normal after my operation.
Otherwise life is becoming as it was before slowly but surely. I never thought that my come back to work would be so difficult. Thanks god for my 2 directors for being on vacation at the same time, the second week that I came back!!!! The first week, was awefull!!! So tired, couldn't understand what I was doing. Second week was better, as no one was there, so I just had to "maintain" the office. Third week, not that bad, still very lost, can't think, can't organise my thought, and take forever to do thing that I normally take few minutes to do. We will see how week 4 will go, I wanted to take a course in 15 days, I think I will skip this semester...
Otherwise life is becoming as it was before slowly but surely. I never thought that my come back to work would be so difficult. Thanks god for my 2 directors for being on vacation at the same time, the second week that I came back!!!! The first week, was awefull!!! So tired, couldn't understand what I was doing. Second week was better, as no one was there, so I just had to "maintain" the office. Third week, not that bad, still very lost, can't think, can't organise my thought, and take forever to do thing that I normally take few minutes to do. We will see how week 4 will go, I wanted to take a course in 15 days, I think I will skip this semester...
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
It has been a while.
It has been a while since I wrote in here. 5 more days, and it would be my first month anniversary since my operation. Time went slow yet quick. Weird. I am good to walk now, I still lie down a lot though, my back is really bad and I can't wait to get back to training. My scar is healing really well. I still have 7 chirurgical tape on my scar, they have to be all gone by next week, as I have my follow up appointment. So I will remove 1 per day, they stayed there much longer then I thought, they were suppose to fall down in the first 2 weeks. So I thought to remove one a day... You would think after talking 2-3 shower a day they would be gone by now.
I am still very bored at home, my husband went to the Central Park Lodges last night as he / we volunteer there once a month. Since the seat are not very comfy I didn't go, and I was also so exhausted. And tonight he also has something, pretty depressing as usually at least at night I have him to spend some time with me or we go for a car ride, so I was pretty depress today about it. He might also have to work Sunday. What a shitty and long and boring and lonely week.
It is much easier to get up now, and my stomach is going down. I believe that only hard core sit up will take care of the rest, we will see what Dr. Kives will say about it. I am able to laugh although not completely pleasant to do so. My 6 weeks with no exercise or anything else... is harder to handle then I thought. I am hoping that the doctor will remove that once I see her. Gosh!
I am so thankful for this summer for not being hot, I would have truly suffered from it. I think my recuperation went very well, I read on internet that some woman bleed a lot, and they have infection with their scar, I had none of that, well except for my P. I can't wait to go back to work.
I am still very bored at home, my husband went to the Central Park Lodges last night as he / we volunteer there once a month. Since the seat are not very comfy I didn't go, and I was also so exhausted. And tonight he also has something, pretty depressing as usually at least at night I have him to spend some time with me or we go for a car ride, so I was pretty depress today about it. He might also have to work Sunday. What a shitty and long and boring and lonely week.
It is much easier to get up now, and my stomach is going down. I believe that only hard core sit up will take care of the rest, we will see what Dr. Kives will say about it. I am able to laugh although not completely pleasant to do so. My 6 weeks with no exercise or anything else... is harder to handle then I thought. I am hoping that the doctor will remove that once I see her. Gosh!
I am so thankful for this summer for not being hot, I would have truly suffered from it. I think my recuperation went very well, I read on internet that some woman bleed a lot, and they have infection with their scar, I had none of that, well except for my P. I can't wait to go back to work.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Better days
Today was a good day. This morning wasn't so good, I got in a little something with my hubby, totally my fault. Hey, I am allowed to be bitchy once a day. COME ON!! I was highly, highly depressed. Perfect day for precious Christine to spend the afternoon with me. It was so awesome ! I kept talking and talking, thanks god she is a great listener! She might not come back though LOL.
We walked 3 bloc which was the most walking I have done since my operation, we had a goal in mind: Baskin Robbin ice cream. DELICIOUS! I tryed lactaid for the first time, as I am lactose intolerant. I know, I know I shouldn't eat it, but! It did work, it was so nice, I couldn't finish it though, since the operation chocolate or sweet thing, are so much more sweet it is weird. I also looooove sushi and right now just thinking about it make me so nautious! I thought that tonight I would walk bent down because of all the walking but it wasn't that bad at all. I am getting better slowly but surely. After the ice cream we came back and she stayed until 6:30 it was so nice to have company. This is the second time she came and really I can't express enough how thankful I am!
It is now 12:50 in the morning, I can't sleep, I feel shaky, second night in the row. I am writing to my brother on MSN which is great. He always make me laugh. I feel weak for the second night, I don't know why, it is weird. I guess it is normal. Stomach pain was really not too bad today, actually it was the best day since my operation. Great, amazing how we can heal despite pretty big operation.
Anyway, I guess sleep should be my next move now, even if I am fully awake. Too bad I don't have any rum, because I am sure that would be a great smart move right now!! HA HA
We walked 3 bloc which was the most walking I have done since my operation, we had a goal in mind: Baskin Robbin ice cream. DELICIOUS! I tryed lactaid for the first time, as I am lactose intolerant. I know, I know I shouldn't eat it, but! It did work, it was so nice, I couldn't finish it though, since the operation chocolate or sweet thing, are so much more sweet it is weird. I also looooove sushi and right now just thinking about it make me so nautious! I thought that tonight I would walk bent down because of all the walking but it wasn't that bad at all. I am getting better slowly but surely. After the ice cream we came back and she stayed until 6:30 it was so nice to have company. This is the second time she came and really I can't express enough how thankful I am!
It is now 12:50 in the morning, I can't sleep, I feel shaky, second night in the row. I am writing to my brother on MSN which is great. He always make me laugh. I feel weak for the second night, I don't know why, it is weird. I guess it is normal. Stomach pain was really not too bad today, actually it was the best day since my operation. Great, amazing how we can heal despite pretty big operation.
Anyway, I guess sleep should be my next move now, even if I am fully awake. Too bad I don't have any rum, because I am sure that would be a great smart move right now!! HA HA
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
My first time out.
Good morning ladies and gentlemen, for your entertainment today, I will try to be positive.
So let's talk about what positive things I did yesterday. I went by myself to the shoppers drug mart that we have by our home. There is a person named Helen. She works in the natural product and we always talk to each other, she is really awesome. So we talked a bit, she asked me how my recuperation is going, etc. so then I said well I guess I should go back home. She said why don't you just walk around here a bit, and she started walking with me around the store. I started laughing and I said, are you playing little nurse that make me walk? She smiled and she said no, no I just felt like taking a walk. MM MMMMM, I think she was more concern about me, and I thought that was the sweetest thing ever. I was going to buy a chips and chocolate as I was depressed (positively depress of course!), but because she was with me the whole time, I felt shy to buy it as we always talk about nutrition and how I exercise, and eat well. So thanks to her, I took a walk longer AND I avoided an intake of about 750 calories.
Second positive things of yesterday, my husband and I we walked to Frikking, a patio restaurant very close by where we live, and we had dinner there. I was VERY miserable last night, and after we sat he said: did you forget that in a month, we will have our third wedding anniversary, and our 7 years being together, that just made it, it put a smile on my face, I did kind of "forget about it".
Third positive things: My very good friend will spend the afternoon Thursday with me, is that tomorrow? I don't even know what day we are.. LOL
Fourth: Erin is writting me regurlarly and that is really awesome and appreciated!!
After that, well let say no more in the power of positiveness!!
Ta ta for now....
So let's talk about what positive things I did yesterday. I went by myself to the shoppers drug mart that we have by our home. There is a person named Helen. She works in the natural product and we always talk to each other, she is really awesome. So we talked a bit, she asked me how my recuperation is going, etc. so then I said well I guess I should go back home. She said why don't you just walk around here a bit, and she started walking with me around the store. I started laughing and I said, are you playing little nurse that make me walk? She smiled and she said no, no I just felt like taking a walk. MM MMMMM, I think she was more concern about me, and I thought that was the sweetest thing ever. I was going to buy a chips and chocolate as I was depressed (positively depress of course!), but because she was with me the whole time, I felt shy to buy it as we always talk about nutrition and how I exercise, and eat well. So thanks to her, I took a walk longer AND I avoided an intake of about 750 calories.
Second positive things of yesterday, my husband and I we walked to Frikking, a patio restaurant very close by where we live, and we had dinner there. I was VERY miserable last night, and after we sat he said: did you forget that in a month, we will have our third wedding anniversary, and our 7 years being together, that just made it, it put a smile on my face, I did kind of "forget about it".
Third positive things: My very good friend will spend the afternoon Thursday with me, is that tomorrow? I don't even know what day we are.. LOL
Fourth: Erin is writting me regurlarly and that is really awesome and appreciated!!
After that, well let say no more in the power of positiveness!!
Ta ta for now....
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Getting there.
Tuesday morning. What will I do today? MMMM. nothing for a change. LOL Might as well laugh about it. ! I am getting better each day. I have been sneezing a lot since the operation, and I am trying to think if it is related to the operation or if it is some allergies. Geez I am sure that it is not because of all the dust sitting in the appartment.
I frankly can't wait to go back to work. I am really bored at this point. Not yet better enough though to sit for 8 hours at a desk. It will come though. I slept pretty good. I woke up twice to go to the washroom, which is a big improvement. Today, I am going to attempt going outside on my own. please don't tell my husband he is going to worry. :-) I can't wait for Randy to get home every night to see him and also because we always go for a car ride, and that usually is the best moment of my day as I finally feel the fresh air from outside. My brain is clearer this week, and I have more energy as well. Yesterday I over did things a bit, so my tummy was a bit hurting last night, so I am staying quiet today. It is not the time to start doing crazy things. I am now able to laugh more, walking is a lot better. I was able to look at my scar and it really does look good. I am so impress by my surgeon work, I knew she would be amazing. She is one of the rare person that I trust. She is amazing!
Now, let me see who can I call and spend some time? Anyone? I wonder if anyone is reading my blog anymore? :-)
I frankly can't wait to go back to work. I am really bored at this point. Not yet better enough though to sit for 8 hours at a desk. It will come though. I slept pretty good. I woke up twice to go to the washroom, which is a big improvement. Today, I am going to attempt going outside on my own. please don't tell my husband he is going to worry. :-) I can't wait for Randy to get home every night to see him and also because we always go for a car ride, and that usually is the best moment of my day as I finally feel the fresh air from outside. My brain is clearer this week, and I have more energy as well. Yesterday I over did things a bit, so my tummy was a bit hurting last night, so I am staying quiet today. It is not the time to start doing crazy things. I am now able to laugh more, walking is a lot better. I was able to look at my scar and it really does look good. I am so impress by my surgeon work, I knew she would be amazing. She is one of the rare person that I trust. She is amazing!
Now, let me see who can I call and spend some time? Anyone? I wonder if anyone is reading my blog anymore? :-)
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