August 2, 2010

This weekend has been the worst since I am pregnant, Friday we went to bed at 9:30, luckily Randy was also tired! Saturday we had Randy's family over I felt like crying the whole night and was so tired. We had a picnic in the afternoon the day after with Anthony and Flo and Peter and Anna and George and Lisa, it was nice, but I was so cranky and tired, I just laid on the chairs and couldn't move, on our way home I just wanted to sleep, today was actually the worse, we went for a car drive and I barely kept my eyes open, once we got home, I went to bed and just snoozed on and off the whole day, I am now lying on the coach and just can't do anything. I think from now on I will have a hard time to hide my tiredness to Randy, he is leaving in 10 days, I of course I am not happy for him leaving, but I can't wait in the same time, all want to do is sleep and sleep!! My cheeks are starting to be red and for the whole weekend I felt my face really hot. The nurse is better to call me tomorrow to let me know my result of my test; I had that blood test on the 22 of July! ! In my first pregnancy I had a craving of mortadella and bologna lol same thing happen yesterday, the funny part is I eat it once and then I don't want it anymore. My breast is also killing me so much!!!

July 31, 2010

Randy told me today that my emotion is all over the place, one minute I am happy the other minute I am in a bad mood, he said that I he was finding it very exhausting, I told him to give me a break, and to leave me alone. LOL Randy said I thought I was and said he said he would try harder. He looked all confused of my reaction. He is going to laugh at that once he knows.

July 30, 2010

Well, it has been now 8 days since my blood test, she called yesterday but I was with Randy so I didn’t answer, I thought that she would have leave a message but no. I am more edgy because of that. Last time I didn’t get result, I got a miscarriage. So excusez moi for being annoyed at it. Randy asked me are you waiting for a call or something. You keep looking at your phone. Randy yesterday went for his workout, which I did too, I work out lighter weight now, and it is kind of boring though, per my trainer, she also said that I need to remember to always breathe in and out. I didn’t workout this week because of the braces, not being able to eat, I have no energy and the last thing I want is to be hungrier because of weight lifting, anyway to come back to my thought he went to do his weight lifting, which he needs to keep up as he is leaving for Texas soon. Usually he doesn’t do cardio the same day, so he came back and told me that he was going to do his cardio now, and I made a face. So he said, sometime I feel you are not supporting me with my workout. Ladies and gentleman, THAT pissed me off, he doesn’t know how much I am supporting him by not telling him I am pregnant until he is done with his 2 weeks in Texas, so I looked at him and I point my finger at him, and I said with such a burst of angriness, you have no freaking idea how supportive I am and even more then you think. LOL these hormone just make me explode, it is rather annoying. 12 more days to go and he is gone, all I want to do when he is gone is get home at night and sleep lol. I am so going to do nothing and in the weekend, I am going to sleep in. I am so tired. My sister is in Cuba this week and next week and then she is back. It will be nice to see her again. This week, Patricia at work said that I was lucky not to be pregnant because I can’t eat very well with the braces. I looked at her and smile and said, could you imagine!!!

July 29, 2010

There is nothing worst for a pregnant woman, to get out of the bedroom and that disgusting smell of breakfast, aka white eggs omelet hit you. It has been now 2 days. This morning I had a hard time to eat. Randy said this morning 2 things that made me smile: he said that in February, March we should take a vacation. Oh yeah! Vacation will be the c-section honey! J Then he said, when I will come back from vacation, we are going to erase all debt until we learn that you are pregnant again then we will start the saving again. I have news for you Mister Murphy LOL. My breasts are now extra sensitive and it is rather annoying. I am a bit worry from my weight lost, with the braces and I am going back Saturday to have an adjustment but I will also have to talk about the fact that I can’t chew whatsoever. My very good friend offered me to come with me for the Ultrasound as Randy is going to be gone. I thought it was the sweetest things ever. I really adore her; she is such a good friend.

July 27, 2010

Working from home today, which is not really working well. I am so out of it. I couldn’t sleep until it was 1:00 last night; it is definitely the pregnancy hormone. Randy was also moving a lot, with all of his training he is sometime in pain. I did not get the call yet of the blood test, and getting annoyed now! I have lost 3 pounds since Saturday because of the braces. I am just eating puree. Since I am pregnant I try to eat everything, even if it is kind of gross being puree. Last night, I made a sauce with red pepper, yellow tomato, and red tomato and Romaine lettuce, then I pureed it. It wasn’t too bad actually. I should write a recipe book for braces. Thanks god I don’t have burger and fries craving. LOL I am really entering the phase that I am really tired. I think I am going to go buy some protein shake today; I am getting a bit tired of the same shake every morning.

July 26, 2010

According this link:

http://pregnancy.about.com/cs/pregnancycalendar/l/blpregcalc.htm

03/31/2011 that would be the due date of the baby. Isn’t it crazy and so perfect, I always felt that having a baby early spring would be better as the weather would get better and much easier to walk with baby outside. Of course, now that I am thinking about it, the baby would come probably 2 weeks earlier, as I have to have a C section. I am starting to pee so many times during the night, at least every 2 hours. Pretty annoying I must say! I am going to write to Papa George, to start putting something together for Randy as to how or when I will announce it to both of them. I am going to ask him if I can send him a writing letter and he could maybe write it to him. I have been more tired and I am trying to keep up with the gym so I don’t end up like last time, not exercising at all, and feeling like shit and ugly. I had to tell my trainer and made her promise not to tell Randy at all. She told me not to do the Monday boot camp unless it is not too hot. And use less weight. I talked to my brother today and he might go to QC in September around the 17^th it would be so perfect if we could go. I could then tell him in person. It is rather difficult going around without telling people. I am surprise that Randy is not noticing the bruise and my arm from the blood test, he usually see all of that. It is pretty dark still since last Wednesday, I still didn’t hear back from them. My god, how long will that take!!!

July 25, 2010

I now have my braces on, and to be frank I am a total bitch to my husband. I have hypoglycemia and I can’t eat unless it is puree, so I am very miserable. I don’t want to take Tylenol because of the baby, so I am so miserable. Randy not knowing that I am pregnant keep telling me to take some, so today I pretended to have one. I am also pretending that my period came, so my husband would not think that I am pregnant. I realize now with the braces and everything else, it is really difficult not to tell him.