WOW Pretty NOT cool!

It has been almost 2 month after my operation. This week has been good for the pain in my stomach. Except on Tuesday, I did my first work out in 2 months, and I had afterward, "electric" shock feeling around my scar. So I obviously did too much. At this point I have to mention how after an operation such as this, you brain is totally in fog mode for so long after. I feel so incompetent at work and me who is generally so organized I am totally lost. I don't know how much more time this will last. I will update you. I had the ok from the doctor to have S... word. And frankly it doesn't feel so good right now, it feels like a burning feeling. So hopefully this will not last either. I red somewhere that this is normal after my operation.

Otherwise life is becoming as it was before slowly but surely. I never thought that my come back to work would be so difficult. Thanks god for my 2 directors for being on vacation at the same time, the second week that I came back!!!! The first week, was awefull!!! So tired, couldn't understand what I was doing. Second week was better, as no one was there, so I just had to "maintain" the office. Third week, not that bad, still very lost, can't think, can't organise my thought, and take forever to do thing that I normally take few minutes to do. We will see how week 4 will go, I wanted to take a course in 15 days, I think I will skip this semester...

It has been a while.

It has been a while since I wrote in here. 5 more days, and it would be my first month anniversary since my operation. Time went slow yet quick. Weird. I am good to walk now, I still lie down a lot though, my back is really bad and I can't wait to get back to training. My scar is healing really well. I still have 7 chirurgical tape on my scar, they have to be all gone by next week, as I have my follow up appointment. So I will remove 1 per day, they stayed there much longer then I thought, they were suppose to fall down in the first 2 weeks. So I thought to remove one a day... You would think after talking 2-3 shower a day they would be gone by now.

I am still very bored at home, my husband went to the Central Park Lodges last night as he / we volunteer there once a month. Since the seat are not very comfy I didn't go, and I was also so exhausted. And tonight he also has something, pretty depressing as usually at least at night I have him to spend some time with me or we go for a car ride, so I was pretty depress today about it. He might also have to work Sunday. What a shitty and long and boring and lonely week.

It is much easier to get up now, and my stomach is going down. I believe that only hard core sit up will take care of the rest, we will see what Dr. Kives will say about it. I am able to laugh although not completely pleasant to do so. My 6 weeks with no exercise or anything else... is harder to handle then I thought. I am hoping that the doctor will remove that once I see her. Gosh!

I am so thankful for this summer for not being hot, I would have truly suffered from it. I think my recuperation went very well, I read on internet that some woman bleed a lot, and they have infection with their scar, I had none of that, well except for my P. I can't wait to go back to work.